That Ginger Guy

Meh - This is getting on my nerves as I have no idea what I am meant to be writing but I know I need to write something! I cannot even remember which part I need to write on, arrrgghh.. I really wish I managed to get to school on Friday.

After going to Cineworld yesterday, I returned to find my website hacked. This has happened to me before on my old domain. I don’t think that they are targeting me but the server that I’m on. I hate my host but I’m stuck with them for a year.

I’m really bored today and I rather be at school today because at least I’ll be doing something! I’m really fed up, feel like I’m trapped in this house.

I had a family counseling this morning which was rather confusing to me in many levels. This appointment was asked for my mom awhile ago when she was in rock bottom in depression, and this isn’t the case that she is in depression these days. I kinda felt that it was a waste of time arriving to this as I thought that there wasn’t much really to counsel but it ended up that it was worth going so they put things on their records.

After that taking up until 11am, I’ve went along with the idea of walking into Abingdon centre. I was hungry so on the way to centre, I had a MacDonald’s. I munched that down I carried on the walking idea, enjoying the sun.

Getting fed up browsing of the poopy place that Abingdon now is, I went back home. On the way back, I’ve decided I would spray a duck with water without me thinking that the duck is evil and would decide to chase me down the road. I also found a undamaged newspaper being todays (’The Sun”) laying on the road, freebie!

I’ve been doing some tidying in past few days and I’m now tried. I’m trying to make the room looking good for when I’m going to do the afternoon video cast every so often.

I’m planning to replace my trainers as they don’t have any padding in them so my feet gets damaged all the time. Having no padding was okay for when I went kick boxing but as a trainer I use for PE isn’t a great idea.

My hosting idea didn’t really work so I have decided that it will be closed by the end of the month, so if you’re on it atm please move off it, Sorry. This is due to having around three people on it and no more, its offering free hosting for god sake. Don’t worry if you’re on free blog hosting as that will carry on..

I used to felt that I’m generally the one that now stand there in a group of ‘friends’ and has nothing to say that could relate to the conversation… I’d try and join in bit I feel a fool or small/silly for sayin’ something cuz I thought that it just didn’t fit in. Sometimes I used to just wanna sit in the corner and hide. I don’t feel like that any more with my new group of friends, yes I call them friends, and I’m talking and laughing all the time.

I’m kinda annoyed at Mrs Tedworth (she did my dyslexia support lessons) as she binned all my work of mine. She got annoyed at me for not attending her lessons, even I did try and warn her that I rather be doing important ICT lessons.

I feel sorry for my sister in Keele, she very unwell being sick every second. My best wishes on her getting well soon (as in the end of the day), as she has major exams to do.

I have now sorted my clothes into my draws finaly.. it means they won’t get creased so easily now.

I had a rather normal day with rather normal lessons with rather normal behaviour around me today. Very normal and so very boring.

People at school are not very shocked by the fact that I am bisexual and have suddenly erased my boffin status and I have some very great friends which are okay with my sexual status. Also most of the chavs are snogging each other off site out campus anyway. I was thinking that it being a boy school that it would have a large amount of people uncomfortable but no.

Along that you don’t act like a total nob and you don’t try to act differently from everyone else it seems that you don’t get hacked to death.

I had some chips that I stole and a chocolate bar from this sixth former that hangs around with the group I hang around in. She somehow managed to bring the plate out of the cafe which is strange as they normally shout at you if I did it.

I’ve got some updating I’ve got to do with my Maths coursework but apart from that I’m pretty much clear of coursework for a few days. Maybe I be able to watch some TV without having to do some typing during it?

I been a busy person recently doing even more coursework, and that meant I haven’t done much to justify posting. The past few nights I was pissed off with the work and went out loads.

I hate my lack of range with the food I like which is mainly is junk food. After the time wasted going to the doctor to speak about bananas, I decided to just go head in and just randomly pick something I haven’t eaten before and eat it. This is something I haven’t managed to do before because of something going on with brain that makes me feel sick when trying something new.

I hope people like my refreshing different look. I’m also treating my skin with these wried wet pads which is gross after you used them because what was a white turns into black on it. It really makes my skin really really soft.