I have worked so much more today than I have in the past couple of months off. The whole task today was to clear my front garden which had junk that was in the garage. And to help complete this task my dad took the day off.. I haven’t got a driving license yet after all.
But I wasn’t too keen spending a day with him. I regret thinking that now as I ended up doing fine with him. Well after I said I couldn’t talk much due to my throat which was partly true. Me and dad have good moments with each other sometimes but he a complete dick sometimes. By that I mean that he overreacts and argues with me when he is pissed off with something unrelated. I can’t complain though, we all are sometimes I guess. But going back on the subject, I didn’t want to talk much with him as it normally end up being annoying. I feel bad feeling like that though as least he is trying.
The day worked out like this. I got up more early than I needed to (not on purpose I must say, illness) and spent loads of time catching up with various blogs. I do admit some of these blogs I wouldn’t want anyone walking into the room when I’m on them. But I’m a teenager, what do you expect. 
Anyway, I wasn’t able to read them the past couple of days as I didn’t feel like reading much and was being sick way too often. When I noticed my dad was ready to do the task, I was quick to start it or it wouldn’t of happened.
I totally had fun murdering these chairs to little pieces. I wasn’t doing this just for the fun of it though, they wouldn’t fitted in the car unless I smashed them to bits. One word of advice though. Watch out for bits of flying wood. My arms has got all these cuts on it now. Oh well.. it was totality worth it.The other thing that was verging on the unsafe side is that I was trusted with a circular saw to make scrap wood that was oversized to fit the car. There was some dodgy moments when I thought something bad was about to happen. I had dust in my eyes aswell.
Oh yeah, so we managed to get all that junk to the skip in five car journeys. I shouldn’t call it the skip as its the recycling centre. You can tell that by the fifth visit to the ’skip’ that I recognised the guys working there and they recognised me and my dad. I started to have a crush on one of them by the end of the day I had to admit. It was raining and whilst in a rush to throw the junk, I got detracted looking at him and walked past the pile I needed to put it on and put it on the wrong heap. I said sorry to the guy and he smiled. That was strange..
Mmmm fishy goodness
For the past couple of days I wasn’t that well. It was very painful to shallow so eating foods was a harsh time and my throat was killing me with the pain meaning I has sleepless nights because of it. I also was sick on one of the nights so yeah. Glad that I am starting to feel better today. However I am gutted that I cancelled my driving lesson I would of had today, I would of been okay after all.
I didn’t end up going to that networking gaming event after all which sucked. I couldn’t get a lift to where it was hosted, my sister was coming down for dinner, and I started to feel unwell then so it was all against me.
I was starting to panic that my final grade for this year in media wasn’t good enough to get in for next year. My friends and family have assured me that I will though. I think all this time off is slowly turning me mad. I have dreams of being in college now. That how much I am in love with it.
I been listening to loads of music for ideas for music videos as that going to be one of my assignments when I get back. I been avoiding watching the music videos for the songs as I would be too tempted to steal their idea. I am stuck on what song to pick and what would happen in the video. Guess I been thinking too much about it.
My favourite lunchtime snack at the moment is fish finger sandwiches. Mainly because it such a simple thing to cook and am feeling rather lazy to do anything that involves lots of timing. So yeah, fish fingers and some fresh loaf of bread is the way forward for me at lunchtimes.
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Posted 13 Jul 2009 — by eddieh
Category Abingdon
As you can see in the photo, I gathered all things I collected which has memories for me and stuck it on the wall just above my desk.
Ever since being off college I have meant to done so many things but failed to do so so far. My motivation nose dived pretty much after the first week having such freedom from college. I haven’t been feeling that well either which haven’t helped matters at all. I been coughing for the past few months in fact. I want to get a gp appointment but its finding a time that suits one of parents to get me there.
I did try keeping in touch with my bestest best friend Sam over the break but I think the fact of the amount of texts I sent to him have sort out of put him off replying to me anymore which is kinda sad. I have however been invited to a LAN (network games) party from a friend I knew from school which is exciting but I don’t want commit to that if I find out to have something that I could pass on to others.
I need to stop splashing out all my money once I get it. This month I have ordered two tees from different American websites. One of them arrived today and I’m looking forward wearing it tomorrow. I don’t know that is sad. I love unwrapping packages though. And the smell of new clothing. They should bottle that smell up for me.
I’m so tempted painting my ceiling white. It been blue for years and I think it makes my small room feel even more smaller. I shouldn’t moan about the size of my room though. I have been offered the room which was my sisters but I personally like being in the room next to the bathroom even if I have to listen to some unpleasant sounds. lol
Posted 02 Jul 2009 — by eddieh
Category Blog news
I would like to thank everybody for their support and their comments over the years. My readers have got me though some tough times in the past. As you may already known, my mom has got to the end stage of her kidney disease which is a emotional whirlpool for everybody in my family. And it is quite depressing seeing her in pain, hard to move around, and not being able to do work. But this blog has allowed me to express myself and get on with things.
I have to admit that this blog is not the most important thing to me anymore. I used to batter a eyelid if it wasn’t updated for awhile. But these days, dare I say I have more important things to do. But I promise that this blog will get more regular with post again.
I am looking forward to starting college again in September as I’m finding the break a real drag to get though. However I have got things planned now that I can do. 
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