When I go up to Stoke-on-trent I always feel refreshed and clean. I think it because I go to a place where I don’t care what people judgements of me are or that I meet people I don’t meet often slash never again. But also when I go up there, I have more thinking space. I sometimes don’t have anyone to chat to, so I have a brainstorm to myself.
As part of one of the many hard thinking sessions I had whilst up in Stoke, I realise that there some things that I used to do no longer fit in with my new lifestyle I now seem to be changing to. My college grades are doing alright but I’m not putting as much effort as I could be putting into it. I realised now that the effort I’m putting in to writing blog posts could be better used with writing essays and the such.
The other thing which I thought about which scared me is that the information I’m handing out on this blog isn’t safe and also means that random people I don’t want anything to be involved with is reading about my life. That isn’t good.
Yet another point is that my mates read this blog which isn’t bad but it has gotten to the point that I can’t mention things as part of a conversation as they already read it on line. I don’t feel secure that people read my life as a book anymore and I want to close that open door.
I don’t know what this means for this blog then. I suppose what this means is that it won’t get regularly updated as it once did. This could also mean that the content may change to something different. I just think that when it gotten to the point where you are upset when you viewership for the day has dropped by one that it isn’t no longer a healthy activity to do.
This blog isn’t all negative though. I changed as a person reflecting on the past and being able to see what I did wrong. It improved my writing skills which has helped with college. If the 2006 posts wasn’t deleted, you would see a very noticeable difference. It has also meant that i was able to tell people things I would of never had the guts to say in real life.
This isn’t the end of the blog. It just the end of what the current content is. I haven’t got the time or effort to be active blogger or webmaster anymore. It doesn’t appeal to me now. I loved blogging and to a point i still do but I don’t love what the current effects of the blog is.
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I had such a day today, it wasn’t bad but it wasn’t that great either. I had Radio as useal which hurts my brain as it was paperwork such as a Radio Clock. Drawing one manually takes Maths skills that I haven’t got so thankfully Shopie did that and though it looked dodgy still, its better than anything I could do. It be fine once I done a computer version..
After that I had my Morning break filled with a last moment Disneyland Paris meeting that mainly was about not to act like a fool and suppiled me with a checklist. I got told who I am sharing the room with and I am happy that they won’t act stupid. I have to bring my passport (so they have a photocopy incase I loose it) with the signed letter in tomorrow. I was annoyed afterwards though as some people I wanted to hang with went back to their ICT course by then.
After that rather short break I had English which was okay as the learner teacher was on today which meant it had a alright peace and wasn’t too dull. Also I got out early which meant that when I went to the cafe I caught my tutor getting pissed off with acouple of people in my group cause they didn’t go to their Maths lesson.
Next up, Research. What is this lesson, I thought to myself as this was a new thing on my timetable and first Monday of the term. It turned out to be time that I start the paperwork for my final media project for this course. I wish they would of given some warning so I could of got my head in gear beforehand.Mewh!
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I have only one day to do then its half term for me, well. I always have Wednesday off from college and I don’t have go in on Friday cause they are doing some wonderful training or something. Thursday won’t contain much effort as it involves taking photos around my town centre.
Today was crappy for me. In the morning I wasn’t awake ( wanting to sleep in lesson), and the task wasn’t exciting. One thing I told about is that some people think that Star Wars isn’t a sci-fi but a western based in space. In some ways it is I suppose. I think that you could say that it follow more conventions of a western then a sci-fi, however I can’t remember Star Wars.
In the afternoon I was holding a piece of paper for white balance when we were moving around filming leaving half of the group behind and that was of the brain deadening I’ve done. The group was too massive and most people couldn’t have a role.
Next time in that lesson though, we have been spilt into groups of four and I am okay with the people I am with. We are going to make a documentary and we already have some ideas. I hope the group can get to Didcot! *hint hint wink wink*
Then it was English. Now a week ago I thought it would be a good idea for some stupid reason to try a couple lessons in another group. I totally regret this and I will have to tell them to move me back to the overcrowded group I was in before. Neither groups are perfect but at least I prefer Shakespeare comedy over tragedy.
My music tease has managed to get really bad. I am sick what I am listening to. Maybe I should start listening more to Radio more often. Well I am defo going to listen in to my sister show tomorrow lunchtime.
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Have you got brains? Only one.. But have you got news?
I have to rant about The Hearld which one of my local newspapers which has a website with a RSS feed that is used in my Firefox toolbar. Quite recently the website has got filled with articles which is advertising certain events. Whilst this it fine in moderation, it would seem that this has taken over the website replacing most of the news which I would rather be reading. I wish they would just stick all the events on a new events page and stop cluttering the RSS feed with the junk. They don’t even label with something such as ‘Event:’in the feed title so I can avoid reading it.
GCSE Results *yay*
Recently I went to collect my GCSEs result from the school. I didn’t really hype myself up about it or thought about what grades I would be getting beforehand as I just thought it would be a dissapointment for myself if I failed my dreams.
It turned out I did quite well with 2 C’s, 2 D’s and the rest was E’s and F’s. I’m not that brothered about that happening as I only wanted to do English, Maths, Tech and Science in the first place. I think I would of done much better if I just did that. I managed to stay in mainstream education even though they wanted to take me out of it!
One thing which is a pain in the bum is that I got a D again after retaking the English. Life would of been lazier at collage if I got a C.. Dammit. Oh well.. I will just think of it of a great way of bonding more with the people in the group I be meeting in a fortnight time.
I had a great night at the local Hungry Horse.. that was good fun.
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