Nothing much to mention about today really. I did a driving lesson which I really enjoyed but didn’t use the mirrors as much. Even though I was tried I seemed to be okay apart from pressing too hard on the gas once and nearly going into concrete, but I recovered it.
Spent rest of the day around different places, at the boring place I go to feed pound coins away to machines that supposedly dry your clothes (I think the women that runs it needs to replace the machines now) and the boring place where you buy food. I went into Sainsbury cafe with my mom and didn’t enjoy neither the muffin or the too dark hot chocolate. I’m glad that I did the shopping for her though as she wasn’t well. I also started eating normally again. Hopefully will put on some kgs that I can burn at the gym.I don’t want to burn nothingness. Oh, also got some 3D specs for when I’m not slaving away trying to catch up with assignments I lothe and wish not to do.
I was going to care about having relationships in my life again but I think I won’t brother now. It may bring in a support line and joy if I did find somebody but I don’t want any more disappointment at the moment and don’t want to get my hopes up over people, for them to reject me again. I can cope with rejection I suppose but not right now. Maybe I am doing a really bad thing by saying this but I am scared that I am getting my hopes up oversome one who I haven’t yet for years and may not like me if I even do meet up.
This week has been okay I suppose. For those who doesn’t understand the whole England holiday system, every so often after like what seems ages, you get a week off which is called half term. At college you supposed to crack ahead on assignments but it didn’t turn out that way for me or anyone else who spoke to me. Anyway, I spent most of it at different locations around England as I think my mom wanted to have trips with me before the whole kidney journey begins, which is fair enough.
The first day trip was on Tuesday and was spent at Milford on sea and Mudeford . Wasn’t looking forward to it as I felt a bit old to spend days out with parents but I was wrong. It turned out okay as I had food outside a cafe with a beautiful sea view and that special refreshing air you get at beaches. The tide was in the whole time I was there so I didn’t bother going on the rocky beach. Only issue I had was my dad being a pain and wasn’t making any effort to include himself or even stay awake in the car. Him snoring in the car really pissed me and my mom. Plus on the way there his directions was wrong. My mom was driving the right way and he told her to go towards Southport or something. I had fun directing back on route. Not. Thank god for Google maps.
On Wednesday and Thursday was spent up with my sister that lives in a village near Derby. I am still amazed how massive the Westfield centre is. For those who don’t know what one of them is, its a shopping centre on a seriously large scale. You wouldn’t believe how spacious it really is till you looked at it yourself. I had a evening getting a few things there which included Croc trainers (which are really light and easy to clean) and a new jacket. I shouldn’t forget I now have a bath bomb from Lush to use. It smells nice.. I am saving it for a moment when I’m feeling in the dumps.
I had my dinner at Pizza express which I loved. I had dough balls which I been dreaming of eating since my last visit and shock horror, a pizza. They like glass bottles for drinks such as Coke which is nice to pour in the glass but it is a shame they don’t have taps as it be great if they offered bottomless refills. I get so thirsty when I’m waiting for my food there.
I spent the night sleeping on the sofa bed. I had a good sleep on it actually and used this amazing cushion that turns into a duvet. I love the Swedish people at Ikea, they come up with some good ideas sometimes. It kept me at a good temperature over the night and the zip was at a location that didn’t contact bother you whilst sleeping. The only problem I had was the gerbils eating their cage overnight causing a annoying sound. I said shut up to them and liked how they was frozen still for enough moments for me to nod off.
I have college tomorrow which I actually don’t mind. I am putting my fingers crossed that the new timetable will be more to my liking. One can only hope however. I guessing he will just do different lessons in the same slots as before which will be dull. Anyway least I will have a hour gyming things up. I better sort my bag out now for everything. Toodles.
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Nothing much to mention about today really. I did a driving lesson which I really enjoyed but didn’t use the mirrors as much. Even though I was tried I seemed to be okay apart from pressing too hard on the gas once and nearly going into concrete, but I recovered it.