I’m struggling to get any coursework finished at the moment. I really can’t find a way to get around the block in my mind and it just goes blank. I think that I sound mad saying that but it really hard to decribe.
I was really pissed off by the end of today. Well firstly like I already said, I’m currently struggling to do any work which means I am slowly getting behind the coursework. I don’t know if it because I have extra pressure as they think that I am doing very well or something. I rather they would piss off and stop pointing out my grades to everyone. They making out I am more clever than I am.
Then the person I used to go out with in school and then was friends with untill recently at college have suddenly managed to get popular at college and have all these people at college to hang with and I am slowly becoming a loner. Each breaktime is currently painful for me as I don’t really have a proper friends at college. And a group I thought I was friends with just used me when they fell out with each other. I was in the middle of the war and then when they calmed down, blamed all their problems on me
So life pretty much sucks at the moment. Oh and I have a driving lession tomorrow which I am not in the mood to do but its too late to back out of it.
I nearly forgot to mention that my laptop is now been fixed by Dell. It turned out that the motherboard was broken and that why it wouldn’t charge. I sent it off the day before I went to Disney and when I came back it was magically fixed. What a good turnaround!